Tuesday, June 22, 2010

49th post

Today i am not happy at all !!
Because i just realise that ..
My 'FRIENDS' dont really friend me at all !
Because i friend-ed one of their enemy !
FUCK lorhs .
What does it have to do with me friending her !
Not like i will help her kill you all right nor will i help you all kill her right ?!
Cant i be like others ?!
Why must i lose all my friends !
Just because i friend a girl ?!
Who make me friend her want !?
YOU ALL
Why your gonna ask.
BECAUSE WHEN I AM WITH YOU ALL YOU DONT EVEN BOTHER ME !
YOU ALL JUST HANG OUT AND LEAVE ME BEHIND !
ONLY COME TO ME WENT YOU ALL NEED HELP!
YOU ALL ARE FORCING ME !
FORCING ME TO GO CRAZY !
DONT FRIEND ME RIGHT ?!
DONT REGRET !
I DONT MIND TO BE NOT BEING A PREFECT !
I DONT MIND GETTING LAUGH BY OTHERS BECAUSE OF MY RESULTS !
I JUST WANT TO FRIENDS !
WHY ISIT I AM ALWAYS THE LAST ONE TO KNOW EVERYTHING ?!
WHY ISIT I AM ALWAYS BETRAY-ED
YOU BETRAY-ED ME FIRST THATS WHY I BETRAY-ED YOU .
ISNT IT FAIR ?!
NOT FAIR YOU SAY...
THINK HOW YOU TREAT ME ?!
THINK ABOUT THAT
THEN COME TELL ME LURHS
FAIR.
THE WORLD IS NOT FAIR AT ALL
EVERYTHING IS SO UNFAIR
MY SISTER GETS TO HAVE EVERYTHING SHE WANT.
MY FRIENDS GET TO USE ME AROUND
MY FRIENDS GET TO BETRAY ME YET I CANT BETRAY THEM
MY FRIENDS GET WHAT THEY WANT YET I CANT
MY FRIENDS GET TO FRIEND WHOEVER THEY WANT YET I CANT
FUCKKK
I HATE MY LIFE
I HATE EVERYTHING THAT BELONGS TO MY SCHOOL
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD
AND FROM TODAY ONWARDS
YOU WANT FRIEND ME RIGHT THEN FRIEND !
IF YOU DON WANT THEN SIAM
I MACHIAM CARE !
GOO DIE BITCH !
BITCH BITCH BITCH !
FUCK !